This week, has been very difficult. I just found out today that I gained 3 pounds. I was heartbroken, honestly felt like crying. I did. I was disgusted with myself. I still am. I feel like I'm doing great but then I realize I'm not. I need to be more motivated. I've been stressing because of college. I have to choose between Hocking and The University of Akron. I'm just stuck. I don't know if I'm going to lose the weight before I leave for college. If I'm not comfortable with myself. I honestly don't even want to leave. I have a goal for prom. And I feel like I'm not going to reach it. I don't want to be known as the fat girl. Yes I've lost weight since last year. I've kept it off. People have told me that I look great an to keep it up. How can I do that if I don't believe in myself? It's just hard.. I'm disappointed in myself. Now, I'm just going to force myself to work out EVERYDAY. Eat right, portion sizing, water intake. I fell off again. I need to get back up. Hope you guys all had a great week. Have a great upcoming week! (: Sent from Yahoo! Mail for iPhone